oh!darling.

Don’t I know you better than the rest? All deception, all deception from you.

Woke up today at seven so I could be at work for eight. Seven was actually six today; not a fan. Work went surprisingly well and quick - not usual for an eight hour Sunday shift! Today was the highly anticipated PHC BBQ. I have to say, I was very impressed. Got to hang with some of my lovely, former classmates. Bought some burgs, some fries, some sodas, and a nice ice cream cake from DQ. Got to see some kid too, you know. Yeah, swooooooooon. We all watched Megashark vs. Giant Octopus.. 
Clearly the best decision of our lives.
Anyway, so after all those shinanigans I get invited to bingo with a couple of my favourite lads. I end up running into a lovely former friend I hadn’t seen in a while and another friend of mine that I’ve recently started talking to again. I absolutely LOVE being reunited with people I’ve had a certain bond with. I don’t know, it just feels so.. fresh and warming. I’m weird, deal. So yeah, I’ve been thinking about this kid lately that I used to hangout with a while back while I  was seeing someone, and then tonight at bingo after seeing two of my old good friends, I walk by him and pretty much see the biggest smile cover his face. Um. 
I don’t know what to say. I’m just kind of really happy with how things in my life are going right now. Needless to say, I’m going for coffee on Wednesday night. I’m excited. I haven’t talked to a certain someone for an entire week as he’s currently out of the country, but he comes back tomorrow, and I just feel as though once he’s back I’m going to be in a terrible mood all over again. I don’t know why I do this to myself..
I’m happy when I know he’s not around. I guess it’s because I know I don’t have to worry. I shouldn’t have to worry. Why do I worry? Ugh.

I’m stupid. Today was great. Every day is great.

<3